these ocean eyes

this heart knows more years
than this body ever will.

~

sometimes, i am jes;
often, i am sad-eyes.
always, i am the ocean.
andrea, deandra -- barud-ha.
& ravek, my alexx-love.
ravek.

i work in a bookstore,
take professional photographs,
study english literature/publishing,
and i am (waiting), but a coma might feel better.

~

did i say that i loathe you?
did I say that i want to,
leave it all behind?

lsv, you made me.